Greetings Herbin Bread GuarDinners,
A job vs Self-Employ, many people pursue both, maybe not at the same time or yes exactly at the same time…
So for me! I have begun to share more information about the Herbin Bread GuarDinner Domane series and I feel more people are seeking this type of lifestyle. I could be bias!
This is my Self-Employement and a job, technically!
When 2020 plandemic set in and the billions of people that used to roam freely were all told that they had to stay home. I was sure people would be ready to calibrate their lifestyle and start eating healthy foods.
That was a miscalculation.
What actually happened was I got focused on my own well-being and was grateful for being so healthy that I could visit friends with the cold and flu symptoms, bringing them some of my healing herbal teas.
Eventually I recognized that I had a deeper trauma to heal within me. Ancestral trauma and generations of my family members being suppressed, put down and degraded to the point of surrender. It took the event of my Mom passing nearly three years ago for me to see this issue. The issue is ME!
I had inherited these energies from mom and dad, passed on from their moms and dads, and back about seven generations. We all have a task to heal but I was not aware of what skeletons Mom/Dad had in their closet until after she passed, he is still alive and kicking.
They could have been nullified but she refused to heal with me and now I am feeling the maternal trauma she neglected to heal.
What does this have to do with a job vs Self-Employed?
I want to honor our ancestors by acknowledging this issue we all may choose to heal when we are aware of it. I got so much healing and loving energy when I was nurturing my garden for three years in Utah. It was such a joy to go to the market and talk to my friends and educate visitors about the herbal teas I made and the produce that I grew.
I love this type of Self-Employ.
A grand combination, gardening, audio engineering, and wellness. The garden fresh homemade meals produce essential nutrients for the body to be in wellness. And the music is how we all connect to the rhythmic heart beat of our earthly flesh. The soil. Our body. This life. This is the wellness…
Not sure what else I’m supposed to do to connect with people, other than be me.
In a job, I do that but at some point I get the feeling that it is time to move on. While Self-Employed, I just upgrade my services when it is time to grow and move further into my experience. So, which wins?
That is for you to decide…
More music coming. You can support my art at
https://www.Meoperatedinnertables.bandcamp.com
Prep for the 2026 growing Season, starts now…
SupHerbly Alive,
Apostle GuarDinner, Lanita